Nothing moves me

I donnu if its just me but this blog is doing things to me..

No unlike Denis I don't admit to being turned on by powerful women, of sexy laptops one because powerful women don't have that effect on me and two well ok I must admit sexy gadgets do it for me but not to the cataclysmic propotions that they do him...

Mostly its been personally challenging to me. Reading all these tid bits of info from the news Denis shoves down our throats( I enjoy reading them by the way so keep it comin) Reading all your thoughts on literature, life and all has made me look myself in the eye. And reflect on what my life is about. The Obama article esp(k I admit it revved me up some..powerful men...???? well actually its the man on a mission thing that gets me) got me thinking quite a bit about the reality of my destiny being my own. I have to admit to having given up on some plans or dreams and ambitions that actually meant a bit to me... some are beyond my reach because of financial constaints like taking a holiday abroad this summer but most i could have done a thing or two about. Well the regret of having pushed aside a few things while in uni made me push a lot for my working life conditions etc.. however reading the article reawakened many sleeping giants. I want change but sometimes I don't push for it as much as I should. Ok so I'm going back to school this week to study and improve my marketability, but it took ma reminder from my mom. I should grasp things more firmly. esp things I consider my own.. Like how I've been putting of my proposal for a pay rise coz I just don't want to face the politics involved but hey thanks VI here goes it.. and this tsunami relief thing I'm going to fight till I know i"m beaten until then ..

I mean i've finally gotten around to regular exercise (touch wood) growing my nails, my hair...proactively sorting stuff out at work and yes going back to school even if it meant facing work politics again. And another shot at a non compromisory lifestyle.. And you know what it feels great... So now i"m after the big fish all thanks to the VI gang. I knew you guys were good for something...

And Deno, yaani the whole new look so challenged me I'm getting me a whole new look too.But I be jealous if you know what I mean... ooops should i have tagged that??? my bad