marriage fever 3

viki! a while back u were cozing about the number of ppl who were infected by this marriage fever thing1!! well...herein comes my vent...and i guess it acts as consolation to u so that u know that its not only in australia...but in canada also!
so first during my exams...i go home to take a break and cook some dinner, my roomie comes in with the mail....in it theres a nice card...so i think 'ohh how cute...a christmas card' but then i open it...and its a wedding invitation from my EX!...ok...im over him and all...but u know how weird it is for somebody u were with to get married??? its like....wa wa wa...what if we had stayed together...would we have gotten to marriage point??
then...number 2, i go online...and my buddy says..'i have sumthing to tell u, i was gonna tell everyone at once but since your not going to be around during the dinner, i will tell you now...i got engaged on tuesday.' the details follow....
then !!!! i get an email juzi from a chile i was interning with sends us all an email with a picture of her, hands up...rocking another ROCK!!!!

so im thinking...clearly theres a bus that i missed...or maybe it was that class that i skived, where they taught u what the secret to having 'that' person in your life who you would even consider spending eternity with....or maybe...when the eligible bachelor allocation was being made...london ontario was missed...

and no im not bitter!! im just frustrated...coz the flings are much much fun...but im wondering...where are the good men...the ones who you can see a future with...the sexy men of God (refer to 'raising helen') the ones who you can be yourself with?
im jst hoping and praying that by the time i graduate and step into that real world...i will be blessed to even start moving in the direction of building a meaningful ka-sumthing with sumone.

and therein ends my daily blog...thanks for the prayers...my sis is doing much much better...n now im going to cook chapoz for dinner...n e one wanna come over