Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Is The Worst Vice Really Advice??

Someone pretty intelligent (at least in my assesment) told me that once and i'm beginning to realise just how true that might be.

I've got one problem in my life and that is my ability to churn out good ideas alot of the time. I mean gimme a situation and more often than notI'll find a way to make it work either for money or for something equally valuable. However my problem is I have soo many of these flying around my head it takes time for me to settle on to one idea. In fact most of the time I am soo confused I lose them all.

Anyway I finally did and was doing pretty well with it until two heads became too many cooks.

It hit me as I was contemplating coming to work today that although my main reason for the pause on the follow up of my idea was the new job and settlement, I found that I am feeling under presssure to pursue other goals instead of my original plan. I guess since most people are unaware of what i have brewing in my head they find it necessary to advice me on what I should be doing with my life right now and I'm all confused now. So many ideas and so many inputs and unfortunatlely they've all been good ideas. Not being one to put good ideas to waste, I've been trying to find a way to do everything at once. Well that was until this afternoon when I realised I have to live Kui's life. I need to do what seems right and feels right to me because thats when I'll give it my whole heart and soul.Thats when the sacrifice will come easily and thats when I will succeed.

I donnu why I felt the need to share this.

Maybe just to demonstrate to VICKY that indeed random inconsequential thoughts are what virtual insanity is all about

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